sometimes i really feel lk whacking the hell shit out of mh.......grrr say his face alot scars and he has no money, wtf?! dude!look over here please? cb fucking dunno hw to appreciate the situation he is in.....ccb leh i totally love tt guy as my fren la but sometimes the things he say lk he is nt sastified makes me explode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and naka who is ' mr sensitive' alwas commenting on my face, another fucker who doesn't care abt other ppl's feelings just bcos he can grind ugly gals with hot bods=_=ya his face dun have scars and pimples so he builds pleasures on other ppl's pain...uber hate la but i still lk him as a fren when he does do such things......bcos of naka this kind of ppl tt's y there are dermatologist to help fuckers lk me with bad genes......i rlly pity ppl with alot pimples la...i jus hope my face will be cure and fully cured this time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but this week shouted at them, was so shocked myself too...guess bcos they made me fall down and i wanted to msg jie abt uni got fucking pissed , dunno y sia~~~wanted to say sry but a part of me felt tt was no need.....i dunno la jus act normal louni finally rejected me started appealing NTU, tml appeal NUS cos i wanted to relax abit today....felt relieved finally got the answer....sometimes i rlly dun feel lk coming home, cos i have to face the fact tt there are alot problems at home....mayb tt is hw jie feels evryday, poor her!things go wrong when u dun want them to, but we have to noe hw to make them dun go ultimate wrong....apparently i am not doin so weel oni 6 bucks left in bank luckily kor gt pay and return me money........doomed!!!!!!mus write the appeal i dun wan to be lk pa....a nobody , a father tt my son cannot look up, but i guess god is too busy helping lucky shit ppl lk mh to notice ppl lk me...well i hope he helps the si chuan ppl more...felt so heart pain last week when i saw the show, but i couldn't help...i pray for them pray those who lost their loved ones walk through it and those who haven found their loved ones find them....god help them, and please jus help me abit!!