heed their advice is all they can tell me, they call me to stay away? den they provoke me...wats the problem with them? zi jie gg out with sung o.O.....i gues i am the sad one now, wats with me? they dun even care abt me, am i am here feeling sad? i can't help it! i seriously can't!! i gues this is fate, kharma has struck me i gues.....the world doesnt owe me anything, i brought this to myself...right now jessen siew!!!dun bear the grudges, dun go pick up a quarrel with anyone k? if they wan isolate u, there's nth u could do either, stop gg aft it even if they rlly gave u an answer it wouldn't matter now would it? jus put down ur differences during project work, ppl tok to u reply them, den go home alone stay in sch alone la go sch alone, nvm wan jus tell urself nvm one!!!cos when u go outside to society, u are still alone.....wats happen has alrdy happen, JESSEN!!!*grabs myself by the shirt n slap damn hard* stop trying to turn back the clock!!!
its over! u would oni cause more harm to the relationship between u and them.......the letter jus dun send la ok? keep the shirt, and mayb just let time pass, if not few years down the road when i meet them in orchard, later say hi to me oso dun wan. jus let it go jessen, let it go seriously dun think abt it le let it go dun hang on to it, life u have ur gains and ur losses, just take this as the biggest lost in ur life and dun rmb the nightmares they brought, just rmb the memories they gave....