haiz wat to do i feel rlly angry why zi jie mus totally ignored me and made sher angry today .....i rlly felt i no longer belong in ijc, if its possible i wish to leave asap.YUP!asap. i tot tabby treasured the frenship she had with me n zijie, but it seems lk she doesnt oso la cos when we quarrel she is not even concerned with wat happen. And she didnt even ask whether i wanted to go study, even though i hinted her......i asked her whether i can go all she said was dunno leh, it was fustrating n sad. Jus 4 words, 'u wan to go?' it would made me feel so much better!!but all i got was 2 words, 'bye bye'....evryday i wake up with oni depression la,haiz wats my life getting to i hate reality i hate life i hate pw i hate all of 12j hate junior college bcos it was the worst period of my life!!
why why???when cn i get out of this nightmare? tell me when? tell me when CAN ORNOT!!!!!!!