haiz i feel so empty, sung was the guy tt evryone used to dislike....now it seems i am the unfrenly one
does it rlly matter whether i can make jokes??do i rlly seem so unfrenly???y sung can tok to anyone n make them laugh...
y the guys' attitude towards me is alwas so different?why ?why? i keep thinking but i rlly cannot get an answer!!!!!!!!!even zi jie is sayin he dun need frens, so i gues it means i was nv a fren to him oso....y evrything is ctill crashing dwn?wat have i done???i jus wan evryone to not be so hostile towards me, isit tt difficult?i keep praying n begging god to bring me out of all these sufferings, it is sufferings to me!!!!!i rlly cannot take it anymore le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!