omg omg omg! i rlly want to have a gf now!!! rit now!!! i want to love her with all my heart, be der for her with all i can. god pls bring this gal tt is worth my sacrifice to me soon, can u? do i lk terri or do i lk sher? but i noe even no matter wat it is impossible tt i can have a relationship with either one of them. bcos sher loves her bf so deep now tt i can do nth abt it, but jus be a fren n try to be der for her in the most simplest way i can ....and receive the love of frenship frm her....even though sher can be a rlly stubborn gal sometimes, but being frens with her is so unbearable. bcos i wan to love her, n hold her in my arms n tell her tt she is the one i need. i gues all these will past cos eventually the wait will b so long tt it is impossible to wait any longer.....terri is so attractive but to her i m oni a classmate, i dunno wat i shuld do to get her attention, to break her heart of steel, and to let me have a place in her heart......but terri seems lk a gal who oni want her bf to noe things abt her but nt she herself to find out wat is gg on with her bf. lk this hor if i rlly so heng get her as a gf, i will have a hard time cos frm wat i see now she oni cares abt herself.....but still i jus hope i can hold her hands and call her dear...wat am i thinking y is my heart so 'messy' or mayb i m jus waiting for a gal to like me so when i confess she accepts me? god is the dream tt i made last year true? tt the gal i so longed for finally accepted me in queensway or was it a shopping center....till now i evryday i hope for tt dream to happen to hear the gal behind my back say wo xi huan ni!!!!!!!waiting is such a pain...bring me my love soon can u?bring her to me n tell me she is the one worth of my sacrifice i dun wan my 1st love to be one sided, i rlly hooe my 1st love would b a beautiful one....n this year i dreamt i kissed a gal in sch, n the kiss was magical in my dreams can this be real? pls give me all the answers tt i so long for...pls!!!!