In some way i freaking jealous la....qiu ling is such a bitch!!!but she have frens to celebrate bdae with her......and me i dun even have one to celebrate i still mus lk complain i m scared tt no one will celebrate my bdae, to even get anyone to notice my bdae!!!!y isit tt the bad guys alwas get the good stuff? mayb i m now playin the role of the bad guy in all these, hais gues i m jus suay la....so jealous ql had a surprise at swenson and had a choco ice cream cake some more, and the best thing is lk her grp took the initiative to celebrate for her!!well i gues its official i cannot mix with their grp ever agin cos, the misunderstanding between e n ql is too much le. SOO much until i dun think we can ever clear it, mayb ppl in 12j are jus not suitable to be frens with me. Fate i gues, but why mus my fate be so fucked up huh? i tot this year my bdae will b special, i gues it will be especially bad, OH SO SAD!!!but when evrything esle fails i still have my family who will alwas rmb my bdae=)anyway cut my hair today la so sux....then hor i realised leh since nobody visit my public blog liao hor no point writing it oso la....so i rather confess to my own diary..
i gues sometimes in life the pain u have suffered cannot be understood by others, but i rlly hope i meet somone someone who can nderstand my pain n stand by me...can u bring this person to me? lol i rlly wan a gf la!!!!i hope its terri ...haha she is so pretty sometimes la she jus have the charisma=)heehee